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I’ve become incredibly unfriendly lately. I don’t know exactly why, you never know, but I can guess.

First this is the war in my country, my homeland being annexed by fucking Putin and the Russian citizenship which I didn’t ask for, imposed on me just because. Everyday I meet news from Ukraine and there are worse and worse.

The second. I simply grow old. And change. Life is going on and on and there are realities of the life after graduation. I wouldn’t believe in this two years ago, but it exists. And it’s neither heaven nor limbo nor hell. It’s a regular life more defined and less opened. In a way.

As the result I didn’t have sex for the last half year. Just recently I again started visiting clubs. But… I spent time there like it was a museum. Last weekend there was a young guy trying to make out with me. But he stopped after an hour because of my attitude.

I need friends much more than I need sex. Especially since I moved to Berlin a year ago. But I’ve become unbelievably heavy in conversations. I feel like I turned to a big brain which is only interested in intellectual challenges, information and political views. The fact that some people still find me pretty is flattering. But it only makes a dissonance and make the people leave me after they start a conversation.

Shall I do anything to it and how? Or may be I ask myself what for? Still a question of enormous importance…

Interestingly, I discovered that we are defined with a historical frames we’ve been living in. Like 5-10 years ago I would believe I could be born any time, go to any country and start another degree in whatever. Not any more. We make history and the same or even more history makes us like we are. And I even start to like this phenomenon. Without liking the history itself.

But may be 27 is not the best age to stop trials of finding myself in social and personal life. It is not even a middle age crisis yet.

It feels like I reached the critical turning point of my life. And I have to figure out if I’s still able to develop or I should stop and just… Idk, focus on what I have and live my boring life.

I hope I’ll end up being a good person, though.

— 20 hours ago
#life  #confession  #me 
"Sometimes I wish I was 29 with my life figured out & sometimes I wish I was 5 with my whole life ahead of me and not a care in the world"

Reyna Biddy (via kushandwizdom)

This is why we are mortal. Death is the way to assure you life is figured out and you don’t care bout the world. Because to be honest this is the only way.

Otherwise you gotta keep doing trials and mistakes, experience permanent butthurts and force challenges whatever age you are. Even the older you are the more.

The main question that matters is what makes you smile. There are always such things out there. Seek them, find them, keep them. And you’ll be happy.

Trust me, I’m a doctor.

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— 21 hours ago with 108238 notes
#reblog  #young  #old  #life  #happiness 
yanavyalykh:

Independence Day !!  My #Ukraine, I believe in our freedom and our bright future :)

Happy birthday, Ukraine!

yanavyalykh:

Independence Day !!
My #Ukraine, I believe in our freedom and our bright future :)

Happy birthday, Ukraine!

— 1 week ago with 81 notes
#reblog  #ukraine  #independance day  #congrats 

bestnatesmithever:

theeyeofthedragoniscoming:

foreveralone-lyguy:

the-amuro-ray:

drunktrophywife:

I don’t like this

I do

Imagine you try to use it and it turns out one of your cats pooped in it

Because I don’t see a link to buy this stuff

We have this for my kids. My 2 year old loves it.

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— 1 week ago with 223790 notes
#reblog  #GIF set  #kinetic  #sand 
secondlina:

A comic about the different types of attraction one might feel. I saw these floating around on tumblr. These were originally taken from a website about asexuality. Although, I think people who are not asexual feel these regularly too. There’s all kinds of attractions for all kinds of people. Enjoy.


aesthetic attraction is my type ^_^

secondlina:

A comic about the different types of attraction one might feel. I saw these floating around on tumblr. These were originally taken from a website about asexuality. Although, I think people who are not asexual feel these regularly too. There’s all kinds of attractions for all kinds of people. Enjoy.

aesthetic attraction is my type ^_^

(via too-asexy)

— 1 week ago with 324563 notes
#reblog  #attraction 

huatunan-art:

-HUA TUNAN-画图男

2013 Art live performance  /Das Auto Art Show/Swift Horse - 千里马 -Shanghai China

Hua Tunan invited by Volkswagen to Creation, using of his ink techniques, creation into three swift horse. 

Finally, artwork displayed at the Shanghai Volkswagen headquarters Automotive Conference.

受邀上海大众于总部与30名上海大众员工进行互动创作,通过个人泼墨手法最后整合创作成三匹烈马,最后于上海大众总部进口车型品鉴会开幕时展出. 

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— 1 week ago with 1897 notes
#reblog  #artwork  #streetart  #drawing  #hua tunan 
beautiful contrast ^_^

beautiful contrast ^_^

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— 1 week ago with 916 notes
#reblog  #shot  #black  #white  #contrast  #dude 
i wish, it was true, but…

i wish, it was true, but…

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— 1 week ago with 14878 notes
#reblog  #gay